Two weeks ago, when we read Parshas Balak, I mentioned the Gemara
(Sanhedrin 105b) that one should seek to do mitzvos even if he is
lacking the requisite intentions, as we see from Balak. Because Balak
offered up forty two sacrifices, he merited that Rus, the mother of the
monarchy of Klal Yisrael, descended from him.
לעולם יעסוק אדם בתורה ובמצווה אפילו שלא לשמה שמתוך שלא לשמה בא לשמה שבשכר ארבעים ושתים קרבנות שהקריב בלק זכה ויצאה ממנו רות
I
brought this up in order to lead into a conversation about the Gemara that says that a mitzva done with imperfect intentions, שלא לשמה, is also a
great thing and will lead to perfected mitzvos. What sort of imperfection is included in the term שלא לשמה? (This is widely discussed, e.g., Brachos 17a and Tosfos there, Pesachim 50b, etc.)
Reb Chaim Volozhiner in the Ruach Chaim says that it only means that he does it for some
other reason but in his heart he wishes to some day do it with a purity
of intent. This seems to contradict the Gemara that includes Balak's
sacrifices under the rubric of שלא לשמה, Shelo Lishma. One answer might be that the expression
שלא לשמה as applied to Balak and Bilaam means something different than
that expression as applied to anyone else, because of the unique quality
of Bilaam's extraordinary but equally deviant spirituality. But the
answer we said was that Balak sincerely wanted to serve God, but he
wanted to do so by supplanting the Jews. He said that he could serve
God better than the Jews could, considering their failure at the sin of
the Egel.
After that discussion, Harry F asked about
the significance of the number forty two, and I didn't know the answer.
He said that he seems to remember that there is a name of God that has
forty two letters, and perhaps Balak's sacrifices were intended to
propitiate that name of God. Of course he is right, and it just
highlights my unfortunate weakness of learning and immediately
forgetting anything of that sort. One would think that I would at least remember something so important that it explains life, the universe, and everything. As penance, I am posting a
translation of Rabbi Pinchas Friedman's dvar torah on this week's
parsha (Shvilei Pinchas.) The translation is done, as always, by my dear friend, Dr. Barry Fox.
The Holy Baal Shem Tov’s Amazing
Revelation
From the Day of One’s Birth to the
Day of One’s Passing Every Person
Makes All Forty-Two Journeys Made by Yisrael in the Midbar
On the upcoming Shabbat kodesh,
we will read from the Torah the double portion of Matot-Masei. This week, we would like to focus, b’ezrat
Hashem, on parshat Masei. Every year, without
exception, we read parshat Masei on the middle Shabbat of the three weeks of
“bein hametzarim.”
The Gemara (Megillah 31b) teaches
us that Ezra HaSofer methodically arranged the Torah readings for the entire
year. It stands to reason, therefore,
that the institution to read parshat Masei on the second Shabbat of “bein hametzarim”
serves a distinct purpose. In this
parsha, the Torah enumerates the forty-two journeys that Yisrael travelled in
the midbar. This teaches us that there
is an intimate connection between the journeys travelled by Yisrael in the
midbar and the difficult journeys we travel during all of the various
exiles.
Twenty-one Days
and Twenty-one Nights Corresponding to Forty-two Journeys
Amazingly, the Maggid of
Kozhnitz, zy”a, in Avodat Yisrael, states that the twenty-one days and
twenty-one nights of the three weeks of “bein hametzarim” correspond to the
forty-two journeys. Here is what he
writes:
"והנה
פרשה הזאת נקראת תמיד בין המצרים, שהם נחשבים כ"א יום כמו שפירש רש"י, וכ"א
יום וכ"א לילות הם מ"ב, כנגד מ"ב מסעות שצריך לעבור בין המצרים בכמה
מסעות לתקן הכל ולעבוד את ה', הגם שהזמן גרמא להיות עצב ונאנח על חורבן בית ה', עם
כל זאת יש לחזק את עצמו ולטהר לבבו ולעבוד ה' בתורה ותפלה בשמחה, בפרט בשעת אמירת שירות
ותשבחות".
This parsha is always read
“bein hametzarim”—which are considered to be twenty-one days, as Rashi
explains. Twenty-one days and twenty-one
nights adds up to forty-two—corresponding to the forty-two journeys that one
must make “bein hametzarim,” to rectify everything and serve Hashem. Although it is a time of sadness, during
which we bemoan the churban of Hashem’s house, nevertheless one must encourage
oneself and purify one’s heart to serve Hashem through Torah and tefilah with
happiness—especially while reciting songs and praises.
The Rashi he refers to concerns
the words of the prophet Yirmiyahu (1, 11):
"ויהי דבר ה' אלי לאמר,
מה אתה רואה ירמיהו, ואומר מקל שקד אני רואה"—the word of Hashem
then came to me, saying, “What do you see Yirmiyahu?” And I said, “I see a staff made of almond
wood.” Rashi comments in the name of a Midrash Aggadah that an almond grows and
completes its development during a twenty-one day period—corresponding to the
number of days between the seventeenth of Tamuz, on which the city was breached
and divided, and the ninth of Av, on which the House was burnt down. In Sha’ar HaKavanot, the Arizal also states
that the period of “bein hametzarim” consists of twenty-one days.
It seems that Tishah B’Av is not included in this count of twenty-one
days, because it is referred to as a “moed”—a festival. It states in the Shulchan Aruch (O.C. 552,
12) that tachanun is not recited on erev Tishah B’Av, because it is called a
“moed.” Additionally, it states (ibid. 559, 4) that tachanun is not recited on
Tishah B’Av itself, because it is referred to as a “moed.” We find this to be so in the following passuk
(Eichah 1, 15): "קרא עלי מועד"—related to Tishah B’Av.
In Imrei Pinchas (Tishah B’Av
388), the great Rabbi Pinchas of Koritz, zy”a, explains why Tishah B’Av is
referred to as a “moed” based on the statement in the Yerushalmi (Berachot 2,
4) that Tishah B’Av is the birthday of Mashiach ben David. Additionally, our holy sources explain, based
on the Midrash (Eichah 4, 14), that in the process of the churban of the Beit
HaMikdash, HKB”H took out His wrath on the wood and stones of the physical
structure, sparing Yisrael from extermination.
Therefore, the period of “bein
hametzarim” is considered to be only twenty-one days, since the “moed” of
Tishah B’Av is not included in the calculation.
So, now, it is incumbent upon us to explore the association between the
forty-two journeys Yisrael travelled in the Midbar and the twenty-one days and
twenty-one nights of “bein hametzarim”—which also constitute an entity of
forty-two. As we learned above from the
Avodat Yisrael: "כנגד מ"ב מסעות
שצריך לעבור בין המצרים בכמה מסעות לתקן הכל ולעבוד את ה'"--corresponding to the forty-two
journeys that one must make “bein hametzarim,” to rectify everything and serve
Hashem.
Forty-two Journeys
Corresponding to the Name of Forty-two in
"אנא בכח"
Let us begin our path to
enlightenment by examining the passuk at the beginning of the parsha (Bamidbar
33, 1): "אלה מסעי בני ישראל אשר יצאו מארץ מצרים לצבאותם ביד משה ואהרן,
ויכתוב משה את מוצאיהם למסעיהם על פי ה' ואלה מסעיהם למוצאיהם"—these
are the journeys of Bnei Yisrael, who departed the land of Mitzrayim according
to their legions, under the hand of Moshe and Aharon. Moshe wrote their goings forth according to
their journeys at the bidding of Hashem, and these were their journeys according
to their goings forth. The Ohr HaChaim hakadosh notes that at first
the passuk states: "מוצאיהם למסעיהם"--their goings forth
according to their journeys—whereas
it concludes: "מסעיהם למוצאיהם"--their journeys
according to their goings forth—reversing
the order.
At this point, it is worthwhile introducing the following from the Magen
Avraham (O.C. 428, 8): The Tzror HaMor
writes that we should not stop in the middle of the reading of the forty-two
journeys listed in parshat Masei; for they correspond to the “name of
forty-two”—“shem mem-beit.” The source
for this association is found in the Arizal’s Likutei Torah: "הנה נזכר בכאן מ"ב מסעות, והוא שישראל יצאו
ממצרים בכח שם מ"ב"—forty-two
journeys are mentioned here, indicating that Yisrael left Mitzrayim by means of
the “shem mem-beit.”
They are referring to the holy
name of forty-two letters, which we mention on a daily basis in the Shacharit
service, during the korbanot, in the tefilah of "אנא בכח".
This entire prayer is founded on forty-two letters, divided into seven
separate names—each containing six letters.
These names are: אבגית"ץ,
קר"ע-שט"ן, נג"ד-יכ"ש, בט"ר-צת"ג, חק"ב-טנ"ע,
יג"ל-פז"ק, שק"ו-צי"ת. The Tanna Rabbi Nechuniah ben HaKanah
formulated a tefilah based on these names.
Each word in the tefilah corresponds to one letter of one of these
names, as follows:
א'נא ב'כח ג'דולת
י'מינך ת'תיר צ'רורה: [אב"ג-ית"ץ]
ק'בל ר'ינת ע'מך
ש'גבנו ט'הרנו נ'ורא: [קר"ע-שט"ן]
נ'א ג'בור ד'ורשי
י'חודך כ'בבת ש'מרם: [נג"ד-יכ"ש]
ב'רכם, ט'הרם,
ר'חמם, צ'דקתך ת'מיד ג'מלם: [בט"ר-צת"ג]
ח'סין ק'דוש ב'רוב
ט'ובך נ'הל ע'דתך: [חק"ב-טנ"ע]
י'חיד ג'אה ל'עמך
פ'נה ז'וכרי ק'דשתך: [יג"ל-פז"ק]
ש'ועתנו ק'בל
ו'שמע צ'עקתנו י'ודע ת'עלומות: [שק"ו-צי"ת]
ברוך שם כבוד
מלכותו לעולם ועד:
We can now
understand the rationale for the Magen Avraham’s statement in the name of the
Tzror HaMor—that it is improper to stop in the middle of the reading of the
forty-two journeys. For, we do not want
to disrupt the “shem mem-beit” corresponding to these journeys. Hence, we should ask: What is the connection between the “shem
mem-beit” and the forty-two journeys travelled in the midbar? Furthermore, what is the significance of
these names that we recite every day in "אנא בכח"?
Every
Jew in the Course of His Life Completes These Forty-two Journeys
Let us proceed
by introducing an illuminating principle presented by the Degel Machaneh Efraim
in the name of his elder, the esteemed Baal Shem Tov, zy”a. He teaches us that every Jew in the course of
his lifetime, from the day of his birth until the day of his death, passes
through the desolate wilderness of “olam hazeh”—this world. He completes the very same forty-two journeys
that Yisrael travelled in the midbar.
Ultimately, he merits entering the land of the living in the world of
the neshamot.
He writes that
the day a person is born and exits his mother’s womb is analogous to the exodus
from Mitzrayim. Then a person travels
one journey after another until he reaches the upper “eretz hachaim.” Certainly, these journeys were recorded in
the Torah to guide a Jew along the proper path—so that he will know which path
to choose as he moves from journey to journey throughout his life.
Each and every
journey is sacred and exalted; nevertheless, the nature of a journey and
location can change due to people’s actions.
Unfortunately, a place of kedushah can be transformed into the exact
opposite. Yet, if people journey and
arrive at these destinations without altering them with their actions, each
destination will surely illuminate their lives with its concealed light.
This is the
significance of the opening pesukim of our parsha. Moshe recorded these journeys in the Torah as
they were intended from above. They are
designed to guide a person along the path that Hashem would have him
choose.
Now, let us
combine these two essential principles.
Firstly, we learned from the Baal Shem Tov hakadosh that every person
experiences all forty-two journeys during his lifetime. Secondly, we learned from the Arizal and
other kabbalists that the forty-two journeys correspond to the name containing
forty-two letters. Combining these two
ideas, we can conclude that every one of us—from the day of our birth until the
day of our passing, when a person returns his neshamah to the Creator—lives and
breathes the forty-two letters of "אנא בכח"—which represent the forty-two journeys comprising a person’s
entire life.
The
Forces of Kedushah Refined the Nitzotzot in the Midbar
It appears
that we can expand on this notion based on the commentary of the Ohr HaChaim
hakadosh. He focuses on the words: "אלה מסעי בני ישראל"—these are the journeys of Bnei
Yisrael. Why does the passuk
emphasize their journeys--"מסעי"—without mentioning their encampments? He answers that the purpose of the journeys
in the Midbar was to elevate the “nitzotzei kedushah.” This purpose was fulfilled primarily as they
journeyed from place to place together with the nitzotzei kedushah in hand that
they clarified in each location.
He emphasizes
that Yisrael journeyed through the midbar, because that is the domain of the
“samech-mem.” It established its
residence in the desolate wilderness inhabited by (Devarim 8, 15): נחש שרף ועקרב—snake, fiery serpent and scorpion. Hashem’s holy people traversed that
wilderness to extract the nitzotzei kedushah the forces of tumah had captured
and to refine them. As a consequence,
Yisrael camped in one location for an entire year, while they only remained in
another location for a mere twelve hours.
Their sojourn in each location was determined by the time required to
clarify the nitzotzot present in that location.
The Ohr
HaChaim adds an essential detail to this explanation. This refinement process required the
participation of the total complement of kedushah—the holy Shechinah, the
congregation of Yisrael and the Torah, coordinated by Moshe Rabeinu. Such an incredible coalition of the elements
of kedushah never existed before—since the time of creation until Yisrael left
Mitzrayim and received the Torah. By
means of this joining together of the forces of kedushah, they successfully
extracted the nitzotzei kedushah from the forces of tumah in the desolate
wilderness.
The
Generation of the Midbar Prepared the Way for Future Generations
Now, let us
add an important principle from the Sefat Emet (Bamidbar 5655). He states that it was the generation of the
midbar’s task to prepare the way for all future generations. Here is what he writes:
"והנה דור המדבר הוציאו מכח אל הפועל, והיו הכנה
לכל דורות בני ישראל, ויצאו ללמד על הכלל כולו, וזהו שכתוב שאו את ראש כל עדת בני ישראל,
שהם היו ראש לכל עדת בני ישראל וכל הדורות נמשכו אחריהם, ועל זה נאמר (קהלת ז-ח) טוב אחרית דבר מראשיתו". וכן כתב עוד (פרשת פנחס שנת
תרנ"ב): "והנה דור המדבר היו הכנה לתקן כל הקומה לכל הדורות, וניתן להם
ברית הלשון בקבלת התורה בהר סיני במדבר".
The generation
of the midbar represented the epitome of Bnei Yisrael throughout the
generations. It was their job to pave
the way for all future generations and provide the means for tikun. At Har Sinai, in the midbar, they received
the Torah and were given “brit halashon.”
This sheds
some light for us on the teaching of the holy Baal Shem Tov, zy”a. The generation of the midbar experienced
forty-two journeys in the midbar in order to subjugate all the forces of tumah
and clarify all the nitzotzei kedushah by means of the “shem mem-beit.” This name elevates all of the nitzotzei
kedushah back to their heavenly origins.
In similar fashion, every Jew must make these forty-two journeys during
his lifetime—in order to subdue all of the forces opposing his service of
Hashem. In the process, he effectively
refines the nitzotzei kedushah by means of the “shem mem-beit.” The generation of the midbar, however,
established the precedent; their actions paved the way for all future
generations to follow.
This
illuminates for us the meaning of the passuk:
"אלה מסעי בני ישראל אשר
יצאו מארץ מצרים לצבאותם ביד משה ואהרן, ויכתוב משה את מוצאיהם למסעיהם על פי ה'"—these
are the journeys of Bnei Yisrael, who departed the land of Mitzrayim according
to their legions, under the hand of Moshe and Aharon. Moshe wrote their goings forth according to
their journeys at the bidding of Hashem.
In other words, they
departed Mitzrayim in order to complete the forty-two journeys, which
were: “their goings forth according to their journeys”—they were guided by Hashem, according to the
name of forty-two letters, to clarify the nitzotzei kedushah lost in the
terrible wilderness.
Then the passuk concludes with a reference to the generations to come: "ואלה מסעיהם למוצאיהם"-- and these were
their journeys according to their goings forth. This conveys the message that
these same forty-two journeys travelled by Yisrael in the midbar, must be
travelled by all of their future generations.
Thus, the passuk emphasizes: "ואלה מסעיהם"—in other words, these
forty-two journeys travelled by the generation of the midbar, were, in effect,
a preparation: "למוצאיהם"—for all of the future
generations that would come forth from them.
This preparation would enable every future Jew to successfully pass
through the midbar that is “olam hazeh”—with all of its hardships and obstacles. The generation of the midbar already paved
the way for all of us. [Note that the
numerical value of the word ואל"ה equals forty-two.]
Accordingly, we can appreciate the sacred
words of the Avodat Yisrael. The
twenty-one days and twenty-one nights of the period of “bein hametzarim”
correspond to the forty-two journeys travelled by Yisrael in the midbar. Their main purpose was to encourage us and strengthen
our resolve. For, we now know that every
journey we take during this bitter galut is in some form a repetition of one of
the forty-two journeys travelled by Yisrael in the midbar. The knowledge that they already paved the way
for us allows us to endure and successfully withstand all of the trials and
tribulations of galut. Upon completing
all forty-two journeys in galut, we will achieve the complete tikun and will
thus merit the complete geulah shortly.
The Name of “Mem-beit” of "אנא בכח" Elevates All of the Mitzvot
So, we now
know that HKB”H sent each and every one of us down from the world of the
neshamot to the desolate wilderness of this world to endure all forty-two
journeys corresponding to the “shem mem-beit.”
Surely, every one of us desires, according to the best of our limited
abilities, to comprehend the significance of this name of forty-two letters,
upon which the tefilah of "אנא בכח" is founded--a tefilah our blessed sages instituted to be
recited daily in the morning service.
Hence, with
the help of Hashem, Who teaches His people Yisrael Torah, we will endeavor to
explain the matter in a manner that is beneficial to all. We will examine the immaculate teachings of
our holy Rabbis, with the Arizal first and foremost. The Midrash explains that HKB”H is named
according to His actions. For example,
here is how HKB”H responds to Moshe in the beginning of sefer Shemot (3,
13): "ויאמר משה אל האלקים הנה
אנכי בא אל בני ישראל ואמרתי להם אלקי אבותיכם שלחני אליכם ואמרו לי מה שמו מה אומר
אליהם, ויאמר אלקים אל משה אהיה אשר אהיה"—Moshe said to G-d, “Behold, when I come to Bnei Yisrael and say
to them, ‘The G-d of your forefathers has sent me to you,’ and they say to me,
‘What is His name?’ what shall I say to them?”
Hashem answered Moshe, “I Shall Be What I Shall Be.” The Midrash addresses HKB”H’s
response:
"ויאמר אלקים אל משה. אמר רבי אבא בר ממל, אמר
ליה הקב"ה למשה, שמי אתה מבקש לידע, לפי מעשי אני נקרא, פעמים שאני נקרא באל שדי,
בצבאות, באלקים, בה'. כשאני דן את הבריות אני נקרא אלקים, וכשאני עושה מלחמה ברשעים
אני נקרא צבאות, וכשאני תולה על חטאיו של אדם אני נקרא אל שדי, וכשאני מרחם על עולמי
אני נקרא ה', שאין ה' אלא מדת רחמים שנאמר (שמות לד-ו) ה' ה' אל רחום וחנון, הוי אהיה אשר אהיה, אני נקרא לפי מעשי".
HKB”H tells
Moshe that each particular name of G-d relates to a specific function. When He judges creation, He is referred to as
“Elokim”; when He battles the wicked, He is referred to as “Tzevakot”; when He
suspends judgment regarding a person’s transgressions, He is referred to as
“Kel Shakai”; and when He shows His world mercy, He is known as Hashem. So, the answer “I Shall Be What I Shall
Be” indicates that the name He is called depends on the particular divine
action being displayed.
Based on this
notion, the kabbalists teach us that the name containing forty-two letters is
designed to elevate all matters of kedushah a person performs in this world to
its heavenly source—until it reaches HKB”H.
This applies to a person’s Torah study, tefilot, fulfillment of mitzvot,
and a Jew’s clarification of nitzotzei kedushah. This name is even at play when a person’s
neshamah goes up to heaven every night when he goes to sleep. All of them ascend to present themselves
before HKB”H by means of the “shem mem-beit”; its forty-two letters act like
wings carrying our mitzvot and good deeds up to HKB”H.
As we saw,
this name divides into seven shorter names—each containing six letters. It is important to realize that these shorter
names correspond to the seven days of the week.
אב"ג-ית"ץ corresponds to Sunday; קר"ע-שט"ן
corresponds to Monday; נג"ד-יכ"ש corresponds to Tuesday; בט"ר-צת"ג
corresponds to Wednesday; חק"ב-טנ"ע corresponds to Thursday; יג"ל-פז"ק
corresponds to Friday; שק"ו-צי"ת corresponds to Shabbat kodesh.
In essence,
each name is designed to elevate the Torah and mitzvot of its corresponding
day. For example, the name אב"ג-ית"ץ elevates the Torah learned and the mitzvot performed on the
first day of the week, Sunday—while the other six names assist in the
process. Each name performs this same
function on its corresponding day of the week.
Finally, when Shabbat arrives, one should focus on the name שק"ו-צי"ת; for this is the main name acting to elevate our tefilot and
mitzvot, with the assistance of the other names.
Six
Letters Corresponding to the Six Wings of a Malach
Continuing on
along this exalted path, let us proceed to explain why each of these seven
names is composed of precisely six letters.
We shall refer to the words of the prophet (Yeshayah 6, 1):
"בשנת מות המלך עוזיהו ואראה
את אדני יושב על כסא רם ונשא ושוליו מלאים את ההיכל, שרפים עומדים ממעל לו שש כנפים
שש כנפים לאחד, בשתים יכסה פניו, ובשתים יכסה רגליו, ובשתים יעופף"—in the year of King Uzziyahu’s death, I
saw the Lord sitting upon a high and lofty throne, and its legs filled the
Heichal. Seraphim were standing above,
at His service. Each one had six
wings: with two it would cover its face,
with two it would cover its legs, and with two it would fly.” Rashi comments: the Seraph uses two wings to cover its face so
as not to gaze upon the Shechinah; it covers its legs with two wings for the
sake of “tzniut”—modesty—so as not to expose its body in the presence of its
Creator; with its remaining two wings it carries out Hashem’s will.
With this
scheme and structure in mind, the divine Tanna Rashb”y discusses the “shem
mem-beit” in the Tikunei Zohar (Tikun 69 103b).
He explains that the six letters which compose each of the seven names
are divided up functionally just like the six wings of the Seraphim. For instance, let us examine the first name, אב"ג-ית"ץ: the first two letters, א"ב, act to cover up the face of a person’s neshamah, which ascends
nightly along with all of the mitzvot performed on that corresponding day; the
function of the middle two letters, ג"י, is to cover up its feet—protecting them
from the harmful effects and influence of the angels of destruction; finally,
the last two letters, ת"ץ, serve as the wings—transporting the
neshamah up to HKB”H.
Here is what
Rabbi Chaim Vital writes in Sha’ar HaKavanot according to the Arizal concerning
this subject:
"אנא בכח גדולת ימינך כו',
ויאמר כל שני תיבות ביחד, אנא בכח ויפסיק, גדולת ימינך ויפסיק, תתיר צרורה ויפסיק.
ונראה לפי עניות דעתי שהטעם הוא לכוין אל מה שנתבאר אצלינו, כי כל שם מאלו הז' שמות
של מ"ב יש בו ששה אותיות, ומתחלקים לג' בחינות, בשתים אותיות יכסה פניו, ובשתים
יכסה רגליו, ובשתים יעופף, ולכן צריך לחבר כל שני אותיות ביחד". Each two words should be uttered together as
separate units. One should say “אנא בכח” and pause; then “גדולת ימינך” and
pause; then “תתיר צרורה” and pause. In my humble opinion, this is done so that we
have in mind that each of these seven names comprising the “shem mem-beit” is
composed of six letters; they are divided up into three functional units; two cover
its face; two cover its legs; with two it flies. Therefore, each set of two should be uttered
together.
In summary,
every Jew should find strength as he completes the journeys that comprise his
life. He should realize and believe
wholeheartedly that every step he takes is guided by Hashem—aimed at
accomplishing a particular tikun. As the
passuk states (Tehillim 37, 23): "מה' מצעדי גבר
כוננו ודרכו יחפץ"—Guided
by Hashem, the footsteps of a righteous man are firm; his way shall He
approve. Let us always remember the
valuable lesson learned from the holy Baal Shem Tov, zy”a. Each and every one of us—from the day of
one’s birth to the day of one’s passing—experiences the forty-two journeys
corresponding to the forty-two letters of "אנא בכח".
This will insure that we utter this magnificent tefilah with greater
focus and intent—allowing us to complete our sacred task with ease and
understanding. Amen.
